Talk less, show more

I haven’t posted an actual text post in a while..and I should be reading for my class(es) tomorrow but I need to release all the negativity through my fingertips. I need to pick back up my art again. Its the only thing that really keeps me sane, other than good reads, and good conversation, good vibes…it seems that these are harder to come by here at least recently. I need to get out more, seriously. Sigh I wish I had all the time in the world to explore, drink tea, and do art. 

My mind keep trailing back to the thoughts of how alone we are in the world and in most cases, things are really up to our choosing.

Honestly, as cliche as it sounds, you only live once. #yolo

Sigh I need to become a stronger person

I need to stop trying so hard to please people

not give a flying fuck

stop trying to explain myself to everyfuckingone, they don’t need one nor deserve it

stop being so disgusted with my own reflection (avoid mirrors, possibly)

take things to the chin

suck it up

I need to get out

Regroup

and most of all,

love myself.